Are you happy? If, so are you happy with me? If, not where did I go wrong? Clearly, I haven't done or been doing what I did to capture your eye or heart. We are back to being strangers and I've lost my best friend. Everything that defines me in you I have lost sight of. The strength that was for me is no longer strong for me The intelligence that was on my side is now turned away and against me. Where, when and how did I go so horribly wrong? More importantly how do I get you and all of that makes the apple of my eye back? Where did I go wrong Beloved? My re-actions to your actions was not the right way to do it or to go about. Unfortunately, it took you to walk away from and fall into the arms of someone else to make understand how you made this world in which we dwell bearable. How do I make it right once more? Because, I need and want to be your man 100% transparent. whether it stands on it's own or no. Good bad or otherwise. Your respect for me is so key, because if If I can't get that, you may as well stay with Brotha. I ask you to follow me as I follow God because I want be a great leader for you. Also, I need you to let me be a man....a smart man....a man of unique quality. It's only one me. My character is one of a kind and that makes me attractive to you. Agree with me please, if I'm right. Correct me me if and when I'm wrong, I need you to be able to take the same correction because my sin is no bigger than yours. You are and will always be able to hold my heart. No matter what or who you're with the sun will always rise and set with to me. I love you deeply and sincerely. Can you ever truly forgive me?
Always,
Curtis LaMar Givens, Sr.
